So I figured out my problem the other day. I dont do anything. Someone asked me besides work and uni what do I do. The answer: um, watch movies? playu video games?
Thats boring. And theres no way i can get to 300 movies now as I would need to watch 50 in a month. And after so many painfully dull movies I just find it harder and harder to put them in the slot.
Wooh isnt that an interesting life? I have no extra curricular activities and no ambitions. No desires to join clubs, I am incredibly dull. This is why the future is nothing, and its always been like this forever, I never participated in student life, went to zero parties and out to town only twice in the four years that ive lived in hamilton, and once was with alaina so doesnt even count.
Most people get in a relationship to give their lives meaning and I dont even want to do that. Bla.
I do not live I merely exist.
In less self loathing news yesterday was the one year anniversary of nanas death. And I was in hamilton filming instead of spending time with the family in matamata. Ugh that was horrible, not only that but ive got a baby to see that I havent seen yet. And pam just came back from america.
SO all good reasons for having a family gathering and I forgot and booked filming time. So I am planning on going this weekend.
In uni news as stated above been filming, hopefully finished with filming, and read to start editing tomorrow. Not due till the end of october but I dont mind getting it out of the way.
Script writing? Yeah not since the ten pages I did last week. Dont know why i keep putting it off, but ill get round to it eventually. I have to stop doing stupid things that bore me.
I waste so much time that way.
