I break the silence today to bring you all a rant. And some other stuff. We'll see what happens, I have a tendency to just explode onto screen in a mess of typos and poor syntax.
There is no where safe to sit at uni if you are by yourself. This is not due to table only for groups or some retarded non existant discrimination. No, if you sit by yourself it clearly means you lack god and thus must be saved. I bought a soy moccachino today after 2 girls bloody pushed in front of me and the damn thing as $5. Sickening. I went to sit down to read the crappy nexus, which is the uni mag that wastes so much money each week, with articles that only appeal to friends of those writing them and even then they're just being polite.
So Im about to sit down when a pair of student life people start pestering a guy whose trying to relax after/before/in between classes. Student life is the uni god preachers, i have given them the time of day once before and they made me late to class and can not take a hint. So i am justified in saying how annoying they are as ive listened to the sales pitch.
Which was basically letting jesus sit on the throne in your heart as you kneel before him. Yeah not the best pitch. Anyway, I decide to go sit elsewhere, K block foyer, surely they will keep their preaching out of the lecture hallways. I was approached by 2 people. Both whom sounded like they were going to ask me where a class was not where my soul was goingto burn for ever. i sent them both on their way without a second thought.
Annoying, intrusive and disruptive. They should not prey on people sitting alone, that is not a good tactic. Let them come to you. Set up a stand and have promises of mp3 giveaways but DO NOT come looking for people so you can rise up in the pyramid scheme. Thats what it must be for them to have to take the time to hunt down the 'stray sheep'. At least the second pair realised that they were annoying. Apologising if I was busy. I said 'yes, bye.' And went back to reading trash. Which I later positioned in the trash.
So yeah thats my big gripe with uni. But it doesnt end there, I'm on facebook waiting for dinner to finish cooking. And some guy who I knew in class for the past 2 years starts asking me how things are going. Normal things then all of a sudden he asks if I believe in god. This is a question I have grown to loathe as yes is a lie, and no leads to annoying conversatons about building personal relations with God, and wanting meaning for why i dont belive. Look if I dont believe in God thats fine and you should just bloody drop it. Accept my worldview as i accept yours.
This rant is pointless as those im angry at do not read it but blarg i need to vent.
Another thing thats grinding my gears are the asian students in my papers that expect to coast without contributing. When there are six people in a group and only 2 are even trying to figure out how to film a ten minute single take to go with a peice of instrumental music it leads to not a lot being done and only 2 people doing anything. We decided to do a chase through the halls but these people were so incompetant (see unwilling to do ANYTHING) that it all fell apart and I was just following someone running from nothing. The asian girl did try to help but she missed the point a lot. How do these people get into honours? I assumed that honours was you know elite or whatever but it seems there are still idiots pretending to be idiots in order to gain a degree. Its annoying and unfair to those that actually try to learn.
The final thing that is pissing me off is me. Why am I procrastinating when what I am meant to be doing is fun. This is the thing that I wanted to do for 2 years now and I dont have the motivation to do it? ARGH. What is wrong with me. I think I've fallen back into laziness after putting off things because of disinterest. I cant just do this in the last minute I am meant to be working on it all the time and so far ive spent all day finishing a tedious game, watching 3 movies after work, work, a day sucked into another horrible game to get a ho-oh, a whole day on the internet then work. a day at uni and then on the internet.
The ammount of script preperation done is next to nothing. I have the premise, ideas and only one vague idea of a character. I am meant to be solidifying this and potentially other characters right now and instead I am writing here and listening to outrageous fortune which sounds just like every other episode ive listened to.
I need a work space.
