Rage
2008-04-15 / 12:56 a.m.

I am so angry at me right now. But lets not get ahead of myself. so as you all who have been read should know I have been sick. Really sick. The kind I only get once every several years. And yes I did still go to work so it cant have been that bad right? I cant even remember friday, except for a few key moments. I was on the auto pilot, my brain was a big mucus mush. The next day was not that much better, and sunday started off pretty bad too. Its only today that ive bounced back into my regular level of sickness. which typically lasts 4 days and not 11 like this time. So yes Ive been sick, I am not over exaggerating and I am aware on how much I am repeating myself and how annoying it probably is. 'Ok we get it you were sick.' Well get it some more! I dont care.
So yeah ive just come out a sickness watched a decent movie and was looking forward to a day of alarm clock hunting for sharnas 8th birthday which is incidentally tomorrow. (been too sick to do it sooner)
But then my issues start. Firstly my laptop that i thought i fixed has decided to start crashing again wont tell me why. It just happens unprovoked, at any moment. Fun. I miss my ddddddd computer
At least i could fight that.
Secondly and this is the crux of my rage. I go on facebook and have a message from galina who is in my class asking me what the month she chose was. I dig out my assignment sheet and discover that I was doing the wrong year! So i am faced witha dilema. Continue with the error and face the wrath of not following instructions. Or redo it again and not look like an idiot.
On the one hand its so bloody annoying doing it. The months were arbitrary anyway and the excercise was to do it. Not for any over arcing purpose.
On the otherhand there was already a huge issue with people not following given instructions and for me to do what i feel like due to a lapse in smart is very unhonour student of me. (to which i counter that the whole damn paper is a waste of time and money so what does it even matter)
But I dont know if i can even look at the remaining 10 days knowing that ive done it wrong.
All this could be sorted with a quick email to the lecturer. Only hes not in town or this hemisphere. Hes in japan. Till the monday we go back. The assignment and presentation is on wednesday. He can not be reached he told us this himself.
Why did i not double check like i knew i should. even after i had done 4 days. I should have checked it would have been annoying but not as it is now. Is it better that i found out now and i have a chance to rectify my error or should I just pretend i never found out and play ignorance. Should I finish what ive got and then do the other one if i feel up to it.(HA)
I hate me so much. I hate my laptop so much. I hate my papers so much.
Mr Brooks is a good movie. The Producers is shit. So so shit. Ugh.
kizmitt out

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