So where am I? Physically? On my bed in my room in my flat in hamilton. Its night, Im laying sideways as i stare into this screen of laptop that is not on my lap. Music playing in my head. Where am I socially? Isolated and alone, cut off from friends in the physical sense and flatmates in the work sense. They always want to sleep or work or do things with their friends and well thats fine.
Wher am i creatively? Well I am getting the urge to write again and i often find my self lost in my head as I work through several storiess not book of glorg related though sorry. These next projects arent gonna be revealed until they are finished and rather then write off the top of my head im actually planning things out. IJust dont want to rush into things until I know EXACTLY where im going. Unlike book of glorg which is made up as i go along aside from a few key ideas mostly past related.
Anyways, I have an idea for a feature film that I want to start writing eventually. I wont say much but its going to be an action film thats not driven by action, possibly completely without action. Which has the potential to be hilarious, in my eyes anyway. I need to get practising if i dont want to look like an idiot by the time i get to my scriptwriting paper in b semester. No telling when ill start though. Procrastination is an evil thing.
Where am I recreationally? well aside from the gym which I have been not bothereing with much as its so freakin hot and so half an hour twice a week is all i can stand considering i have to bike 10 mins to get their too. Aside from that, watching movies and playing ff12 again. I know what the hell right? Dont i not care for this game? While its true that this game did not meet my expectations and is no way near fun. and in fact playing it is one incredible chore after another. I am swept up in the monster hunting, to the point that i have a checklist that i happily cross off each time i kill one of the elusive or deadly beasts. i have 33 to go, wooh. Not fun but very easy to kill time with.
Where am I sexually? Pretty damn sexual, just as sexual as I can be. Uh huh if you were to put a sexualometer in my ear youll sayy 'eww karl clean your ears you have a tremendous wax build up' and id say, 'but im sexual right?' and youd say 'i cant even tell anymore, theres wax everywhere!'
yep pretty damn sexual.
Where am I mentally? Bored, mostly. then intrigued, then amused. Then ANGRY! and then aroused? and then perplexed and then hungry and then mistaken. Ok so i was just writing emotions down, i dont think aroused is an emotion is it? second hand? ewww.
EWW! That eww makes it seem like i think the second hand is used to increase arousal and then i am grossed out more. stupid brain.
Where am I digestively? Not very far, my body keeps rejecting the strawberries I ate. Also bacon. Interesting mix. Bread? Bah.
Where am I financially? Not sure, well adjusted and solvent. I want to buy a wii but i need to pay off my overdraft first and im not doing that till i reach my goal of 1000 then i put 500 on it, then when i reach 800 after that i'd put 400 on it. and be free.
I think im at 700 now but christmas is gonna eat that baby down. sigh.
when am I spiritually? Not quite enlightened but I feel I dont need to be and so I am. Or something like that, does one only reach enlightenment when they feel they dont need to? Or do angels have to go HWA around you? And did anyone else imagine a bunch of angels just jump thrusting in a circle towards your shrieking cowering body?
Where am I digitally? Writing a diary and entry downloading some music which im about to listen to again.
kizmitt out
