I am so pissed off. Mostly with me. But partly at Carolyn the screen and media secretary. You see I was told that the schedule for pikitia would be revealed on the 30th and the ones chosen would be told. I checked my emails everyday for a week and nothing. So i assumed mine wasnt chosen. Kind of sad but oh well. Then what happens, I check my emails tonight and find out it WAS chosen. Andd its 2 hours after the event was over. ARGH so mad! Why didnt i go, i was bored, i should have gone. Aaron and Sarah leaving today didnt help much. It was free admission but hard for me to get into and back from town. BUt maybe i would have gotten pam to come with me again if i had of known in advance!
I really wanted to hear how others reacted to it, and even though i thought i wasnt going to anyway I now know that others did see it and now ill never know how it was recieved and its infuriating.
Im am so angry i am yelling and curcing so much.
Just after i was making it my busness to get involved in everything, why didnt i go down just to check out what everyone else made? Probably cause going alone is lame. But i could have met people there. Oh, now people will think im rude for not even attending my premier. Damn im so angry and sad.
Im annoying pam on text as shes the only one who would text me back at this hour.
Argh. Do it again damn it. Do it AGAIN.
KIZMITT OUT
